Saturday, July 30, 2005

Exams ended day before yesterday and new energy came into my otherwise lazy bones. It ensured that the great pangs of sleep that i had been experiencing for the past few days was gone and was taken over by this really great urge to stay awake...even when i actually had time to sleep now. Stay awake I did but what i did while awake is something which even i cant explain. For the simple reason that i did not do anything. The cycle starts like this...in your room you think of what to do...cant find anything worthwhile (i am not going to start studying plz...papers just ended...) so i just start off on an expedition tour roaming around in blocks and trying to find people who are both awake and in their rooms so i can reduce there brains to dust by using my gift of the gab. i dont find any people who fit into the above category because of the simple fact that each one of them is on a similar mission. so what i finally end up with is a group of people chatting away to glory with no respect for either the people or the time...all of us competing with each other for talk time as if we are not in any informal discussion about no topic (choice of topics is an entirely different matter which requires a whole blog to itself but i will rather devote another post to it)...but as if we were in a GD for the post of a CEO (do we have GD's at that stage???)...The great chatting session actually makes us all hungry so we decide to go to mess and have something to eat. another chatting session till the time that eatable is consumed and then back to our rooms. In the room i try to think that i am feeling sleepy and try to go to sleep. seems like another waste of time so i get up again and not having anything to do...go on a mission to make people get up and talk with me....and everyone else is doing the same....cycle continues. This is how i keep busy during days after the exams...really a very very hard work to do..dont u thnk

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Seems that all that I can talk about during exam time is related to exams...we had International Finance paper today. I practically started studying yesterday after giving myself the usual kicks in the ass for not having studied till then and how i was going to flunk because of that...(how do i manage to repeat this again and again after promising myself to study as soon as the exams get over...I will never understand)

People all around me were studying like there was no tomorrow or someone will hold back there degrees if they did not study...I couldnt care more it seems...but I did. My paper was at 6:00PM today. Yesterday I decided that i will surely wake up early in the morning and go to the library and study like hell...u thnk that i did not get up eh??? Well i am not that bad....i did get up, had breakfast as soon as the mess opened and even went to the library to study. Sat and studied for some half an hour before the first pangs of sleep hit me. I immediately heeded their advice and dozed off right there......what hapenned after that is history and i prefer not to repeat this part of history ever...

Hope they do not hold back my degree!!!

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

My dreams

Man...am I bad at this...everytime I log in I think that next time will be sooner and it always gets later. And the funny part is that I always happen to remember my ID and password...for a guy who cant remember where he kept his mobile...this is a big thing. Guess I am more hung on the old fashioned way of writing diaries. Will take time to get used to a blog. (Please dont ask me how much time)

I was listening to some saxophone instrumentals today in my room (supposedly preparing for my term exams) and I started of on one of my frequent dream chases....

What will probably be the best thing that will happen to me? It will probably be moments with the girl I love. Dancing close to each other with sweet romantic instrumentals playing in the background (have to be slow though...dont u feel i am very selective?....back to my dream...), sweet smells of sandalwood in the slow breeze and no one to disturb us or worry us in any way. I could probably carry on this way throughout my life....

lemme get on in my dreams for some more time before i get back to my paper preparation....and nxt time i promise to be more regular...!!!