could not thnk of any better heading for this post. after all this is what is going on in my head currently...24X7....day in and day out. Have so many things to think about. Earlier it was the daily targets that I was thinking about...now since I have taken myself away from them, it has become the "other" things (best left unsaid till a better time since I dont know who all must be reading these posts)
I never thought that my head could ache so much just because of some stupid things going on inside. actually cant exactly call them stupid since they have more to do with the thing called my career than anything else has ever been...and that brings me to the reason why i have been blabbering here for so long.
I was thinking about all the things that we have done since we were born that we have been told or we have thought "are the last things that we need to work hard on to become something"!!! I remember the first time that i was told this was in class 8th. My mom went after me saying that if i work hard, i will get enough grades to see me through the rest of my life...and I BELIEVED HER!!! Then class tenth boards, class twelth boards, medical entrances, navy SSB, air force SSB, medical entrances again, all enggineering years, MBA entrances....and then I went away to XIMB hostel and no one to say anything and hence i started the completely useless work of blogging...but now this thing comes up and again i start thinking...had all those things really been so important? if i had secured a li'l bit less marks in any of them, would I have been worse off...or vice versa...had I been better off had i got something better in any of them? guess i will never know since i did not get anything less or more.
Strange world...we work so hard to get what we get and then dont have a clue what would have hapenned had we worked less hard....or we do not work and get what we get and again have no clue what we would have got had we worked harder...!!! Simply...as I said initially...my brain is going crazy and making a sound....DHOOM DHADAKKA
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